One step at a time

Friday, October 31, 2008

Diiary ♥ 17

ii'm in LOVE!
ii'm in LOVE with my little darliinqs!
went to do work attachment ...
at the kindergarthen for the past three days.
and ii am like ...
so in love with the children there!
ii espacially LOVE one of the little boy there ...
ii can't say his name on my blog as the teacher say
his or other parents may not like it ..
but he's really really really cute ...
yesterday, ii was a little unfair..
hahax. ii like him too much.
look after him the whole chinese lesson.
then today, he came to the classroom,
he wave hello, and then come and hug me!
so sweet rite?
same as the first day ...
my little darliinqs came up one by one ..
to hug me and yinjia..
after that during their play time,
yinjia and me took pictures with them..
there was one boy who was like ... so shuaii!
and then there was the one which ii looked after most..
he take picture really so cute ...
can't post the picture on blog cause the teacher say try not to..
so maybe ii'll post on friendster as private photo ..
go take a look kaes? he's really really cute..
then there was the time to say goodbye,
so sad!
brought the children to the toilet,
my little darliinq boy held my hand. =)
after he washed his hands, he came back to hold my hand..
hahax, ii ask him to wipe his hands on his shirt first......
ii'm so evil ... ii know.
yup, but anyway, ii still held his hand and brought him to classroom..
then went back to sch ..
blahblahblah ..
went out to eat with mummy near my house.
and ii saw jing yi!
ii was like so shocked!
lolx , such a concidence ...
she come to say hello =)
so sweet!
oh yup!
ii got a new meix,
chiio bu jing yi!
ii love you meix! =)

so tat's abt all ..
nothing much to blog abt.

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

Monday, October 27, 2008

Diiary ♥ 16

oh yup!
instead of writing the boring stuff,
ii'll write something different..
since i'll be graduating this year from primary sch,
ii'll like to write something abt this past six years...
ii stepped into princess elizabeth primary school ...
and was brought to primary 1A and went to 2A..
there was no movement from primary 1 and primary 2..
iit was very fun those two years!
hahaz .. we were so small..
ii remember there were ..
agnes ah-ma, reshma,dzulfiquah,yong jian,zheng ning and blahblahblah..
( sorry if ii spelt your names wrongly.. gomenasai! )
but ii haven't talk much to my p1 and p2 friiends in the recent years ...
so sad .. how ii wish ii can meet all of them again. =)
okay .. then there was primary 3.
the most exciting year of my primary school life!
ii met mrs choy! mrs daphne choy!
she's the best teacher ii've ever met!
ii still remember the teacher's day and children's day party we had..
how ii wish time could rewind ...
back to the times we shared together ...
it was very enjoyable being in 3h ...
mr diong was our math teacher..
haha's. unbelievable? math?
yup... he was a gd math teacher :)
although ii forgot to bring his markers many many times..
sorry mr diong! haha.. tat was exactly 3 years ago ...
okay .. and then there was primary 4, primary 5, and primary 6 ...
ii met many many new friiends ...
the three years was okay and passed very fast...
but ii still love my first three years in primary school.
primary 1A,primary 2A,primary3H
ii love you guys in these classes!
you're my darliinqs forever!
but don't forget both my jiez ii met in the recent years too ..
ii love you too!
l0lx.. primary 6 passed really fast though ..
still remember when ii met mrs a. in primary 5..
she was really really fierce .. but actually she's quite niice.
and mr yeo...
he always gives us lectures..
for our own good.
abt a month bfore psle he told us..
" before you know it psle will be tomorrow.. "
and now,
psle is over!
see how fast time has flown?
ii know ii cannot become the old me ...
the me who stepped into primary 1A innocently ..
just kidding! cancel the innocent part.
ii was a bossy and irriating kid in primary one.
ii admit that.
hey guys! all from primary 1A and 2A ..
so so sorry!
now ii realize how bossy and unreasonable ii was ..
as a class monitress!
hahax .. so sorry ya..
didn't know ii was so bossy come to think of it ..
don't worry! i've changed now ...
i've become a naughty giirl ...
ok ..
tat was abt it ..
the six years in my primary school..
once from p.e.p.s,
forever from p.e.p.s
ii love those who have loved me this past 6 years ...
ii really really love you all..
all my classmates from 1A,2A,3H,4J,5J,6H
although ii have been annoying,irriating,bossy..
please forgive me kaes?
ii love you guys!
just add me in msn if you want okays?
hahax.. one last sentence for all my friends who understand chinese.

" 不要放弃，否则对不起自己. "

but the meaning of this sentence is for all my lovely friiends out there..
no matter what race you are from .. =D
no matter what happens in the later parts of our lives..
after we've seprated this year from p.e.p.s ,
we will still remember tat we are friends forever rite?
so the sentence means :
never give up, the one you'll let down the most is yourself.
sorry if my translation if not so perfect but it roughly means this..
and one last last last last sentence from me to you..

" 只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了."

Smile, there's nothing that you cannot overcome. =)

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Diiary ♥ 15

anyways,
something important to say first ...
went to huihao darliinq's blog just now ...
a ' passerby ' asked how huihao knows me and my
relationship with her ..
firstly, huihao izz my friiend from kindergarthen ...
and we met this year at tuition again ....
so she's my very very very close bestie friend...
secondly, she's my darliinq.
as in friiend form kaes?
she got her own dar as in prince ...
don't believe you can ask her friends or her didix ...
moreover, she's a giirl kaes?
ii love my "girl" friends and GANS a lot ...
but ii love bois too ..
haha.. ii love my prince ..
okay ... now back to me ....
today was very boring ..
again.
this morning quarreled with mummy..
both my jiez and me.
b'cause ii was using the tv ,
then my meix wake up...
she wake up onli sae she use the tv ...
then blahblahblahblahblah ..
mummy angry..
ii aso angry ...
mummy shout and say everytime
daddy not in then ii like that ...
ii started crying ...
ii'm a crybaby ....
everytime ii'm angry, ii start crying.
so ii lock myself in the room for three hours?
anyways, mayb ii was in the wrong aso...
but still mummy doesn't know how hurt ii will feel
when she says ii'm onli like tat when daddy's out ...
and she said if ii will be like that if daddy's in...
ha's.. nvm ..
felt much better after being alone in the room ...
ii was aso in the wrong somehow or another a little bit..
nothing much to blog abt ..
its really quite boring nowadays ...

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

Friday, October 24, 2008

Diiary ♥ 14

today was seriously boring ...
anyways,
ii love my GANS!
ii love my DARLIINQ!
ii love my FRIENDS!
not big enuff ...
ii love my GANS!
ii love my DARLIINQ!
ii love my FRIENDS!
seriously, ii really can't bear to leave them ...
ii miss my huihao darliinq already ..
cause ii don't get to see her .. =(
ii can't believe ii'm going to leave all my loves ..
{ sobz } ii don't want to leave!
ii want to stay with all you guys!
like raina jiez said ...
we must all take photos okays?
when ii think how lonely sec. school is going to be,
ii really can't bear to leave...
my beloved minying jiez and raina jiez ....
my beloved agnes ah-ma who have been with me since P1 ...
my beloved huihao darliinq ...
you all must tok tok to me on MSN or call me kaes?
ii will really miss you all ...

[ thanks raina jiez, minying jiez, agnes ah-ma,qianwei, pamela, myet for tagging! ]

[ ii love you all! wo aii ni! ]

[ darliinq! iii really really miss you! ii love you lots! ]

( important info : my darliinq is not my prince ... she's my bestie friiend.. )

( my darliinq gt her own prince horx ... don't think dirty.. )

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Diiary ♥ 13

today was sianz and at the same time fun.
dar sianz part.
went to sch first 4 periods, nothing to do..
read book.use handphone.daydream.
three simple things tat ii do everyday.
mr yeo play chinese chess.
mrs a. never come.
hax. PSLE over don't want to see us.. JK!
after tat science lesson mrs tan brought us to com. lab.
onli went in for abt 20 mins then have to go already..
so it was okay-okay, at least gt a chance to enjoy air-con..
chinese lesson was the fun part .. ha's.
miss wang told us tat there was going to be 4A pupils coming...
we had to teach them...
ii was thinking " finally gt something to do ... "
when they come ....
omg ...
gt a shock ...
miss wang gave me a boy...
ii ask him what is his name,
he say no name.
so ii okay lorhz .. anyway nothing to do with me.
ii try to teach him, he bo chap me.
hahax .. ii'm alrite with that cause
ii believe that he can still learn no matter what class he is in...
if we work hard A class also can go J class rite?
he may not be gd in his chinese, but he may excel in sports
like soccer or other things.....
after a while, he read after me so ii very happy ...
but in the miidle , he said " ii hate you! even though ii don't know you. "
ii was like haha.. nope,ii'm not angry.
ii told him that never mind, he can hate me, ii'm fine with it.
l0lx... ii guess he must be very irriated with an annoying person like me.
nvm .. lesson end,he happy ii aso happy.
ii like teaching others so ii'm fine with him.
just tat he hates me. =)
guess i'm annoying..
tat's why.
can't blame him..
after all, a boy would want a boy to teach him riite?
hax.. a new experience..

[ thanks for the taggs ah-ma,zhu jiez,raina jiez,qianwei & myet! ]

[ ii love you guys! ]

[ okay jiez ... chiio = pwetti .. i'll remember tat.. ]

blahblahblah
♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥12

nothing much to blog abt ...
quite boring since its the PSLE marking days.
so ii just want to write a few short msgs ...

♥ huihao darliinq
must stay cheerful forever kaes? haha.. ii still remember
the times when we were in kindergarthen.. we used to fight
a lot riite? l0lx.. ii remember we quarel almost everyday.
anyways, you must remember me kaes? you must also
last long with KFC ... and yr didix. ii love you forever! muacks!

♥ agnes s ah-ma
ah-ma! must be my ah-ma forever okay? hahax ... ii very happy
b'cause you're my ah-ma. u are one of the few which still regonise
me since P1. still remember 1A and 2A? l0lx.. we were so small
at tat time. so fun yarhz ... ii still remember how fun p1 and p2 was..
hahax.. ii love euz!

♥ minying jiez
zhu zhu jiez! had a lot of fun going out with you! you must stay pwetti
and chiio forever kaes? ii love you lots.. thanks for borrowing book
from melanie for me and getting the snack for me from sabrina.. hahax.
arigatou! you must go out with me again kaes? we go take neoprint together..
ii love you lots and lots jiez!

♥ raina jiez
jiez! u must remember me kaes? u must oso stay pwetti and chiio forever...
hahax... had a lot of fun going out with you... euz must tok to me more yarhz?
you're my first GAN and jiez.. ii love you a lot.. you must keep yr smile and stay
cheerful okaes? you're my cheerful jiez.. ii love you!

hope tat's abt all ...
u all must let me know if you don't like me ok?
ii know ii'm irriating ...
so u must let me know if there's anything you don't like abt me alriite?
if you don't tell me ,
ii won't be able to change...
ii'll try to change as much as ii can if you let me know ...
cause ii know ii'm very irriating..
if you find me proud,irriating,disturbing or whatever,
feel free to let me know kaes?
ii will try to change...

Monday, October 20, 2008

this is the editied post ...

decided to post 1 person at a time..

jiez and me in action.

[ or rather me in action! ]

jiez and me.

ii love my jiez.

she's my life.

my jiez scolds me.

but ii know she loves me too kaes?

although ii get on her nerves everytime,

she never gets angry with me for long..

she may seem cold on the outside.

but she's warm on the inside. =)

many many of my photos ( when ii was young )

was taken with jiez.

jiez loves to scold and nag.

ha's.even more naggy than my mum.

but actually she's very good to me and meix.

she even gave me my birthday present this year!

ii so touched when ii received the presents ...

she gave me a box of granola bars and the wooden craft.

ii know they may not be something big and fancy,

but my jiez bought it with her own money!

she gave me the first b'dae presents after owing me for 3 or 4 years?

hahaha.. ii damm touched.

mummy & daddy also shocked.

[ talking about presents, ii still owe jiez a weighing machine for her b'dae present ... ]

lolx.. ii love my jiez a lot.

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Diiary ♥ 10

today was so cool.
mummy,jiez and meix went out.
so left me alone at home.
started using the computer and watching my disc
since 8.30am and its 5.08pm now.
OMG!
ii'm in love with MC Hotdog!
he's damm cool!
ii love him alrite?
go listen to his songs.. ( its in chinese! )

差不多先生 by MC Hotdog.. [ it roxs! ]
ii was watching a show which had him as a guest.
ii fell in love with the song. l0lx.
although the show censored most of the show..
b'cause there's some sort of bad words in the song.
ii told my jiez to listen to the song...
ii told her that when ii heard the song most of it was censored
caused there was bad words ...
and guess what?
both of us say " ta ma de" ( in chinese) together!
haha's. mummy heard.
ii love you jiez!
you are my real sister.
think alike. JK!
nothing much to blog abt today ...
anyway's,
ii love you huihao darliinq!
went to yr blog.
didn't know ii was one of yr best friends..
if any of you don't know ..
huihao is my darliinq! l0lx.
[ darliinq as in close close friiend kaes? she gt her dar ..]
she has been my friend since kindergarden.
childhood friends!
kimi o ai shiteru!

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Diiary ♥ 9

nothing much to blog abt today..
so ii just want to say many ii ♥ u to many people.
to my daddy,mummy,jiez,meix,darlings...
even to people who hate or dislike me..
we must learn to ♥ our enemies isn't it?
ii ♥ u all too ..
my list of ii love you ...

Dutch : Ik hou van je!
French: Je t'aime!
German: Ich liebe dich!
Greek: S'ayapo!
Hawaiian: Aloha wau ia 'oe!
Italian: Ti amo!
Japanese: Kimi o ai shiteru!
Korean: Dangsinul saranghae yo!
Malaysian: Saya cintamu!
Chinese: Wo aii ni!
Russian: Ya tyebya lyublyu!
Vietnamese: Anh yeu em!
English: ii love you!

dangsinul saranghae yo to daddy,mummy.

kimi o ai shiteru to all my jiez and my meix.

ti amo to all my darlings.

ii love you all forever.

[huihao darliinq zhu zhu jiez and raina jiez , thanks for your taggs! ]

[ ii love you! ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Diiary ♥ 8

today was so sianz.
early in the morn so many classes go to hort park.
first period, mr yeo tok tok tok.
after that mrs a. do oral with p5 so we play UNO.
science lesson mrs tan didn't come.
she tot we go hort park.
so left abt 15 of us? iit was quite fun there.
with dar boys playing with ming le. ha's. JK!
recess the canteen was damm empty.
ii looked around but like nobody.
ii felt so lonely.
luckily got qianwei.
she talk to me.
last two periods was mother tongue.
miss wang ask us to help her arrange the discs.
boring but at least we gt something to do.
mummy and daddy brought me out for dim sum
their wedding anniversary.
very yummy...
ii feel very sick.
ii keep coughing.
ii feel helpless today.
maybe that's the feeling of being lonely.
when all my jiez and friends leave me.
jk.. they only left me one day for hort park.
anyways, nothing much to blog abt so i'll just make a list of my loves.

♥ daddy
♥ mummy
♥ jiez
♥ meix
♥ grandparents

♥ huihao darliinq
♥ agnes ah-ma
♥ minying jiez
♥ raina jiez
♥ qianwei
♥ jiayan
♥ hengyi
♥ jordan
♥jinglun
♥chee kian

ii ♥ you all lots...
you mustn't leave me kaes?

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Diiary ♥ 7

today is daddy's birthday.
firstly,
" Happy Birthday Daddy! "
you're the greatest daddy.
today woke up ,
didn't wear my spectacles.
everything so black.
suddenly someone appear before me.
haha.
ii shocked.
daddy also shocked.
lolx.. his birthday ii shock him early in the morn.
ii wished him happy birthday and hug him.
after that went back to sleep.
sasha = pig.
ha's. ii guess ii am one.
my jiez came back early after her exam.
daddy open presents first bfore meix go to sch.
jiez bought chocolates.meix bought t-shirt.
mum bought cross pendant for necklace.
ii bought a feng shui book for 2009.
ii so kiasu.
typical singaporean, me.
then daddy brought mummy,jiez and me out.
we went to the penang buffet.
the journey damm far.
ii sit right at the back of the bus.
in the middle.
then the two seats beside me empty.
cause my jiez sit at one corner,
another jiezjiez sitting on another corner.
at one bus-stop two gorgorx come up.
haha. one on each side.
so weird.
after a while, both of them fall asleep.
one of them head down.
another one the head keep falling on my side.
ii was like... haha. so weird.
in the end cannot stand it already.
ii also sleep.
jiez had to wake me up when we reach the place.
the food there was yummy..
but very expensive.
most important daddy like the food there so okay.
then ii came back with jiez.
daddy and mummy go collect cake.
ha's. ii too lazy.
oh yup.
better wish daddy again.
" happy b'day daddy! ii ♥ you! "

[ raina jiezjiez! ii also have a lot of fun going out with you! ]

[ you're a very good jiez! ii gt problems definitely will tell euz! ]

[ minying jiez! don't nd to sorry! ]

[ you're my hao jiezjiez forever! ]

[ ♥ u all jiez! ]

[ agnes! agnes ah-ma! haha. my reply to yr testi is below .. ]

[ cause ii write two posts today.. ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Monday, October 13, 2008

Diiary ♥ 6

so sorry.. yesterday never post.
anyways, recall.
..
...
went to sch,ii didn't bring book.
but ii didn't go on stage.
luckily minying jiez help me borrow from melanie.
thank ya jiez!
after that,science lesson.
mrs tan let us watch science videos.
english lesson,mrs a. ask us abt PSLE.
tok and tok and tok.
then she let us have free time,even play UNO.
ii so surprised.
ii tot she will teach.
guess ii was wrong.
math lesson,mr yeo also let us have free time.
boring.
ha's.
qianwei and ii tok and tok and tok again.
chinese lesson, teacher didn't come.
qianwei and ii tok for 1 hour plus.
ii'm a bad girl.very talkative.
anyways,iit was quite boring actually.
after sch went to westmall.
we chiiong to the foodcourt first.
minying jiez and raina jiez buy curry and vegetables.
ii tink.. if i'm not wrong.
qianwei and ii bought japanese ramen.
yummy!
then we go arcade take neoprint.
the machine gott something wrong.
waste money.
l0l.. but we still very happy.
after neoprint we late for our movies.
we run in,the movie start already.
we watched Eagle-Eye.
damm boring.. half way ii almost fell asleep.
anyways, thanks jiiez and qianwei for goiing out with me!
ii so touched.. haha.

[ agnes! u watch gokusen too? ii watch the season 1 already.. ]

[ is season 2 niice? season 3? haven't finished watching yet.. ]

[ thanks for yar testi agnes ah-ma,myet and raina jiez! ]

[ wo aii ni men ! ♥ euu all very very very much ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Diiary ♥ 5

third day after PSLE.
mummy don't care about me.
let me do what ii want.
stay at home the whole day.
boring.
today woke up at 8.30am.
my whole body was like...
ii cannot describe it.
ii finally felt how my grandparents feel.
my whole body ached.
from my neck all the way to my feet.
the feeling was just horrible.
iits probably due to yesterday.
strained all my muscles.
ii woke up, but mum,meix,jiez still sleeping.
sianz.
decided to start my videos.
ii finished watching Gokusen at abt 11am?
the show was damm touching.
abt a teacher's love to her students.
must watch.. iits a japanese high sch drama.
there's a season two and three..
going to chiong tonite.
after that mummy said my baby cousin going to come.
ii knew that something was going to happen.
PACK!
l0lx.. ii had to pack the house.
mummy very concerned when ppl coming.
after that mum went out to buy lunch.
ii continue my computer.
ii started my korean drama in the evening...
watch and watch and watch..
..
...
.....
........
...........
watch until my eyes start to close..
until ii sleep on the chair.
ha's. mum had to off the show for me.
ii'm a lazy pig.
ii know.
when ii wake up, had to teach my meix oral.
ii was like okay,anyway nothing to do.
ii started teaching meix oral,but she don't want to listen to me.
she carry the "bo chap" attitude.
she repeat after me.
after that ask her to say again, she don't know how to say.
ii bcome angry,
my jiez scold me.
she come and teach meix another thing.
she having exam so my mum nrv ask her teach.
but she come in teach awhile then go back to her studies.
when ii teach meix something else,she come back and teach
meix another way.
what's the point of me teaching her?
what's the point of me even being there?
what's the point of me trying my best to teach meix?
iin the end ii don't care already.
just walk away.
fine.
ii give up.
ii let you teach her.
anyways,
ii don't care being scolded by you anymore.
yesterday you scolded me.
today you scolded me.
you realized ii never shout or talk back anymore.
cause ii don't bother to.
ii really don't bother to.
today was okay-okay.
boring actually.
only my videos boost me up.
ii guess so..
that's how its going to be.

[ minying jiez, ii ♥ you lots and lots and lots too!]

[ you must stay pwetty and kawaii too ]

blahblahblah

♥ Sasha

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Diiary ♥ 4

finally back home.
tired of flying so fly back home.
today woke up at 7.40am..
damm tired,but still force myself to wake up.
then went out of the house.
met jordan,heng yi,jia jun,hui hao,annabelle,clarrisa.
we play like siao.
boys go so early,make us girls look like we late.
we play badminton first at 8.30am.
we played two vs two. girls vs boys.
it was like... so fun.
we sweat so much.. but still continue to play.
after 1 h0ur the basket ball court open already so we chiong there.
ha's. go there saw the whole basketball team.
they damm pro,damm cool.
not like us ( girls ) so noob.
can't believe it.
we play b vs g again, jordan damm cool lorhz...
can shoot from so far away so many times.
hengyi also damm pro...
can play with one hand.
after that suddenly started to rain.. so sad.
but actually was blessing in disguise.
we ran in the rain.
ii felt like ii was so loved.
by all my true friends.
we ran and ran in the rain.
how ii wish it could last forever.
we ran to annabelle's house.
haha.. we had waffle with coke.
dip the waffle inside the coke.
then we continue to play badminton there.
after a while tired already, decided to have our lunch.
the whole gang of us went down and buy, buy,buy.
then we bought cake,tart and chocolate for our tuition teacher.
went to surprise Mdm Julia!
she was like so suprised, treat us to drinks and tibits.
we also bring out everything that we bought.
had a mini party, so niice.
after that.. jordan,huihao,jiajun had to go back.
so left hengyi,clarrisa,annabelle and me.
the rain stopped then come back again.
l0ve me too much.
so we went to the sheltered playground.
OMG! there was just like paradise.
we play from abt 1pm to 5.45pm.
clarrisa hit far ,cannot catch.
heng yi... really damm fun.
we smack and smack and smack.
vent all my frustrations on the shuttlecock.
he also.
we hit and hit and hit.
the shuttlecock.
we also pick and pick and pick.
but iit was really liike damm fun.
ii felt so 幸福 ...
with my friiends..
ii ♥ ya all forever.
huihao,annabelle,clarrisa,hengyi,jordan,jiajun

[ thank ya huihao and agnes for your testi. ]

[ ♥ you 1314! ]

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♥Sasha

Friday, October 10, 2008

Diiary ♥ 3

2nd day after PSLE...
chinese and science teacher didn't come.
during chinese lesson,damm fun ..
everybody watching "xiao wan zi"
the boys behind listening to songs on handphone,
relief teacher sit beside them also don't care.
okay lorhz.. we also use.
then everybody watching,ii busy toking.
ii and qianwei tok and tok and tok.
gossip and gossip and gossip.
haha..she still remember everything since priimary 3.
we gossip abt everybody in dar class.
damm fun.
nobody cares abt us anyway.
they do what they want.
we do what we want.
then after chinese class was science class.
science teacher,mrs tan l.l,also never come. { sobs }
the relief teacher came in,so sad..
ii tot the teacher was very strict...
but actually she's such a cool teacher.
brought us to the computer lab for the last one hour.
we went crazy,the whole 6G science class ( 6G science roxs! )
at the computer lab all the girls busy doing blog.
all the boys busy playing their games.
iit was so fun,qian wei and ii also continue toking.
yarhz..ii know. cannot tell we so talkative rite?
ii pai kia...
multi-task.
use computer and message.
after school met my mum.
went to eat and then went westmall.
saw minying jiez and the others playing badminton.
after westmall went to my cousin's house.
borrowed lots and lots of series to watch.
going to chiong 2nite. { no nid to slp.. Jk! }
ii'm a bird flying freely in the sky.
ii got all dar freedom ii want.
ii'm allowed to do what ii want.
ii can fly as high as i want to.

[ thanks ya Minying jiez and Raina jiez for your testi. ]

[ okaay jiez! we go out and play like siao! ]

[ ♥ ya forever jiez! ]

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♥ Sasha

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Diiary ♥ 2

PSLE's over! { Screams! }
its over!
no more books.
no more exams.
no more homework.
ii feel like flying..
ii'm flying...
freely in the sky.
iits just freedom now
thiis afternoon after HMT exam,
ran out of sch and saw my meix.
ran to hug her..
she so sweet,hug me back too.
♥ ya tons and tons,my kawaii meix
after that went to Jurong Entertaiment Centre.
went with a few friiends.
damm fun.
we went crrazy.
had our lunch there.
me and myet go eat korean food.
cheap and good. ha's.
the rest went to eat Mac Donalds.
expensive and okay-okay only.
after that we went really crazy.
go arcade..
damm cool there.
how ii wish ii was the boss of that place.
how ii wish ii owned that place.
play liike siao.
then we went to take neoprint.
so kawaii....
stupid me didn't know how to decorate
for the group photo...
yup.. ii know i'm stupid.
after that pulled jiayan to take with me alone.
we take like siao.
take and take and take.
but didn't get to decorate.
stupid ppl go and print out our photo.
but still very nice...
we take like mad until no more pose to do.
iin the end my darling jiayan and me went to
another machine and take and take again.
my mum called me after that..
sakae sushii buffet!
mummy buy,daddy pay.
ha's. thanks tons mummy + daddy!
we ate from 3 to 6.. oiishii!
mum said that she give me as much freedom as i want.
she don't care already.
ii'm going to fly.
ii'm already flying.

[ thanks for ya testi Raina jiez and Shra. ii ♥ ya tons! ]

[ must take pic and go out with me kaes? ]

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♥ Sasha

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Diiary ♥ 1

yup,u're reading correctly...
this is Sasha, the giirl u know.
ii'm sure u're find me different here,
from what ii am in sch.
this is where i'll just say what i want,
without thinking about who is going to read this.
so if you don't like me,
i'll just advice you to leave now..
first,before i start writing my diary, there's a few
things to let you guys know first.( just in case )
ii'm not the goody-good giirl u guys know.
ii'm a bad giirl.
ii get angry at times.
ii hate some ppl.
ii don't really like some teachers.
ii become quite quiet at times when ii'm not in a good mood.
maybe that's the reason why some or ii would say many
of my friends whom ii had trusted left me.
they were so close to be,yet they left me.
they betrayed me and left me alone in my own world.
my heart's shattered,but ii put on a brave front.
by smiling on the outside,
but crying in the nite under my blanket.
tears just stream down when ii tink abt how my life's changed.
in this just 1 year?
it was difficult for me to cry in the past,
but now it seems as easy as ABC.
ii feel i'm not being trusted,
maybe i really am. ii don't know.
u all left me in the beginning,
left me with holes in my heart.
ii decided to stitch back my heart,
and ii really did.
but u all came back and left me again.
i tot that i could trust you all.
but obviously, i was so wrong.
i looked like a fool,
when i heard what you said and did.
now,my heart's shattered,into a million pieces.
its impossible to stitch it back.
even if its possible, i choose not to have it stitched back.

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♥ Sasha