Diiary ♥ 30

球场上谁给我们支援？
兄弟！
球场上谁给我们信心？
兄弟！
球场上谁给我们勇气？
兄弟！
有了兄弟，绝对无敌！

- 这场球赛不会有输赢了，因为球场上的每一个球员，都是赢家。

篮球火 simply rocks!

:) 東方翔= shuaii
:) 元大鷹= funny
:) 殘= damm cool

i can't believe it ...
the show is just so simply ... cool!
learnt alot again from this show ...
and i created a motivational sentence for myself. =)

不到最后一分钟，绝对不要放弃。

因为比赛不到最后一分钟，根本就没有输赢。

don't really know how to translate ..
but its something like ..
never give up till the very last minute.
just like in a game of basketball,
we never know who's the winner until the very last minute.
before the very last minute, there isn't anything such as win or lose.
in fact, there's no winners or losers in a game of basketball ..
because every player on court is a winner.
heyheyy! cool right?
hahax , my english translation not good ,
but the meaning is roughly roughly there ..
of course, its better to read it in chinese! =D
suddenly feel so proud to be a chinese after watching the show ..
not only NBA ppl can do slam dunks, we chinese can too!
hahax ... but some are with strings!
if you haven't watch 篮球火 or MVP 情人 ,
i'll ask you to go watch them ... ... NOW!
hey! u still reading my post here now?
quick, go and watch the show ..
both are great basketball shows ...
oooooops, not great, but the BEST!
watch it, or you will regret! :)

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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 29

okkay ..
tag replies + messages = this post.
just bear with me while i tok and tok again :)
i'm not writing to everyone in this post ..
but to those in the tagboard .. =)
my dearest never goes in order.

Agnes Ah-ma

my dearest ah-ma! :) my one and only ah-ma ...
so i guess you will know how much i love her?
ah-ma, if u miss me, i will miss you even more ..
i love agnes ah-ma a lot a lot a lot, cause she
has been with me from primary 1A and 2A ..
so we have been together for 6 years ? :)
ah-ma, our deputy head prefect! ah-ma, must
jiiay0ux worx! b'come singapore's first female
president =) hahax .. must remember to take
all the GST and taxes away from me! okk ..
got to stop here, but my love will never stop ..
iloveyou1314!

Minnie Mouse Jiex

Jiejiex! okk, i relinked already! :) Jiex, although
you're my new jiejiex, but i love you lots too!
Jiex, must last long with your mickey mouse if
you have found him kaes? If you haven't, you must
still last long with yr future mickey! { must find one
handsome, shuaii one .. like prince charming ! }
shhh .. don't tell anyone i said that .. hax .. must
stay pretty jiejeix! iloveyou! :)

Myet Meix

meimeix! my dearest meix! my best meix! :)
jiejiex love you lots and lots! thanks for all the lovely
tags you've given me .. meix, don't be sad alrites?
must SMILE! my cheerful meix suits smiles better
than frowns .. meix, cannot be angry with your mom
kkaes? u must tell yourself that whatever yr mom
does is for your own good, for your future =) so no
matter what happens, you can be 101% sure that you
have a jiejiex supporting you all the way :) jiejiex
love you a lot! really , A LOT!

Raina Jiex

jiejiex! congrats worx! go above yr mummy expectations ..
see, so pro! i told u that u can definitely score better
than yr korkor's and you did it! :) jiex, i will also ai ni 1314!
jiex, i will definitely jiay0ux for the future, you must also
too! no matter what happens, you must jiiay0ux, baxia,
gambatte, fighting! u must always remember that you have
a meix supporting you from behind! =) jiex, we both work
hard then meet together in university! hahax .. hope i can
reach there =) jiejiex, i love you a lot a lot a lot! :)

Minying JieJiex

my best jiejiex! thanks for trusting me and don't worry ..
my lips are sealed! :) jiejiex, don't be sad anymore!
u did very well, really .. and see, all of us care so much
for you, even mrs choy! =) so as not to let us down, you must
jiiay0ux worx! i love my bubbly jiejiex with her bubbly laughter!
you see, none of us can beat jiejiex in yr piano and
chinese dance! see, so " li hai " ! jiejiex, hahax , thanks for paying
the tickets for me for yr future concert! but even if i don't
have free tickets, i will surely comfirm go! cause it will be
my jiejie's concert! piano and dance concert! my jiejiex will be
the star who will glow and shine! minying jiejiex, don't be sad
anymore alrites? cause there really isn't anything to be sad about ..
you are going SOTA! not any other sch, but SOTA! jiejiex, its SOTA!
okk .. so u must cheer up, b'come yr bubbly cheerful self once again!
jiejiex , i love love love love love you a lot a lot alot! :)



for a round up ..
a few different sentences for the lovely you all out there ..

“ 不要放弃， 否则对不起自己 。"

“ 只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了。”

“ 只要相信， 就会看见幸福绿光 。”


我会永远爱你们的！

这是我对你们的约定！

一生一世的约定！

属于我们的约定！

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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 28

impossible excitement!
yesterday got back PSLE results (:
morning woke up at 8.30am,
heart beat too fast, cannot sleep ...
then blahblah , time to go sch already ..
when we reached school, we saw mrs tan lay leng.
she didn't look happy, as in dissappointed.
cause 6G science class only got 2 A stars.
she also said our class got 9 B's.
i was like ... " i die already .. die already .. the B comfirm me ... "
then i was like, lose all my hope already ...
sit down in the hall, anxious until use my nails to scratch hand ..
mrs choy saw then say she can tell we are all very anxious ..
after that mrs nigam toktoktoktok, so proud ..
our sch's progress improved!
all thanks to the teachers! =)
then mrs nigam call the top scholars , wow , so pro ..
top scholar, 4 A stars .. so many ppl..
until the 3 A stars , got a lot of ppl go up ..
i was thinking its impossible for me ..
but no matter how impossible, you will still hope your name is called ..
then when she called, i was liked .. is it really me?
my mummy was stunned .. didn't believe what she heard ..
cause i told her and daddy .. " i'm going to get 22+ "
can see that she very shocked when she saw me ..
then blahblahblahblahblah ..
yinjia got back her results first, she got into her dream sch! (:
congrats worx yinjia! (:
then i got back my results, (:
mummy very unexpected, very happy ..
mrs choy also, standing outside our classroom ..
iilovemrschoy!
when she saw our results, she came to give us hugs ..
hahax .. but i'm still 1 mark away from my laptop excluding HMT ..
1 mark is like 100 marks , cause my sis says cannot add in HMT ..
so now i say ok, nvm.
then went out to eat sakae sushi with friends (:
so full ..
when i came home, even more excited..
called my daddy who is overseas ..
he was like so so so so so proud!
cause he expected me 20 marks lower than what i scored ..
and what i scored is deemed impossible to him ..
hahax, daddy , i reached your impossible!
i was also so happy when i talked to him ...
cause the night before i asked him ..
" daddy, what will happen if i fail my PSLE? will you kill me? "
then he said,
" whatever's done is done. the ball is not in your court anymore.
what can we do if you fail your PSLE? you are still our
daughter .. even if you fail, there is path for you to take .. "
i was like, so touched ...
so you can't blame me if i don't want to let my daddy down the most ..
then it was blahblah, went out for dinner ..
came back, went to my room at 12, slept at 1 ..
and here i am, typing at 5 , waking up at 4 ..
going to change my hairstyle later ..
if i look ugly, don't laugh out loud okk?
just laugh in your hearts :)
iiloveyou!
everybody! ( espacially my GANS .. )
iilove201108!

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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 27

Diiary ♥ 26

heyy. here's the class video as mentioned =)
sorry if its not up to expectations ..
but still, enjoy!!



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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 25

today was the last day in PEPS for the primary sixes ...
a sad day for all of us.
after school, we had our farewell party.
6G,6H and 6J combine.
yinjia,me,maxine,yuqian went out to collect the cake.
very very big cake! yumyum!
ii carried the cake from the cake shop back to sch,
when ii reached sch, both my hands trembling.
and ii really mean trembling.
everybody was there, eating.
never wait for us. haha , just kidding! =)
gt teachers there also ..
mr choy, mrs choy, mr diong and blahblah..
another class got party also , if ii'm not wrong .. 6C?
when we started our party, they started crying already.
then raina jiejiex started crying.
one by one, everybody started crying.
minying jiex, agnes ah-ma, shrabonti jiex, sabrina, blahblahblah
all crying.
ii stared at them.
ii didn't cry.
ii told ziqi ii'm a strong girl. ii very 坚强.
ii sat on the bench see all of them cry.
everybody came to give me a hug.
yinjia hugged me while crying.
after she hug me, my eyes was watery already.
but ii told myself, cannot cry.
ii sat on the bench again, but tears came rolling down.
ii couldn't control myself anymore.
ii cried. really horribly.
ii cried while hugging everybody.
ii cried my heart out.
ii just cried in all my friends arms.
they all comforted me while they were crying.
ii comforted them while ii was crying.
we cried and hugged for more than an hour.
but ii just couldn't stop. we couldn't stop.
our eyes were full of tears. our faces were red.
all the memories of PEPS started flowing back.
ii just couldn't leave.
all of us went to look for mrs choy.
we hugged mrs choy. mrs choy cried.
ii cried even more when ii hugged mrs choy.
ii can't bear, really really can't bear to leave her.
many teachers came out, only to find all of us crying.
imagine how many of us were crying ..
our cries could pass through glass doors.
ii hugged and cried in everybody's arms once again.
we cried continuosly for about near to 2 hours ii believe,
or maybe a little less than that.
ii stared down from the fourth storey,
remembering the day ii stepped into PEPS primary 1A.
ii couldn't stop crying. just like that, ii'm leaving PEPS.
my tears just couldn't stop rolling down.
then agnes ah-ma said mrs jillian kwok ( my primary1 teacher )
has 1A's photographs ..
tears streamed down even more once again ..
ii ran around the whole school looking for her.
ii needed to see the photographs badly. very badly.
but ii couldn't find her.
ii decided to go 6J classroom.
me and myet meix went together.
ii sat at my table and cried it all out.
ii cried my whole heart out while sitting at my table.
finally, ii stopped crying.
ii told myself, its time to stop.
ii walked out of 6J, with no tears.
ii went to the staffroom, and mrs kwok was there.
she still remembers me from primary 1 ...
and ii saw the photographs ..
ii was so touched, my photo was there, for six years.
the photographs of us from 1A was there ..
ii stared at the photo, remembering everyone of us from 1A.
ii just simply stared.
ii wanted to cry again, but ii told myself, you better stop it.
so ii just stared at the photographs.
mrs kwok said that ii must visit the next few years,
and see the photographs everytime ii visit.
ii was so touched, she kept the photographs for so long.
and she's still going to keep it. =)
after that, raina jiex, sharbonti jiex,myet meix,yinjia and me
went around the school to take photos ...
ii'm making the class video with all the photos now..
{ sobz } ii really really can't bear to leave.

// ii got 1 new meimeix worx .. yanling meix! ii love you! //

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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 22

hahax ...
just finished reading some blogs,
and saw shrabonti's blog.
just realized ii spelt dzulfiqah's name wrongly.
so sorry horx .. ii didn't know.
ii spelt dzulfiqah as dzulfiquah.
sorry! ii didn't mean to ...
ii ask shrabonti ask him cause ii don't have his no.
then agnes ah-ma say minying jiex say ii so bad, never invite her.
lolx, ii ask him of course will ask all my lovely ah-ma,jiex and meix ...
anyways, iits just to take some photos .. =)
okay, now back to me.
ii don't know what happened to me last night.
ii slept first cause mum and meix went out.
then ii sleep,wake up, then cry.
ii don't know why got tears come out.
sleep,wake,cry.sleep,wake,cry.sleep,wake,cry.
ii also don't know why.
... next week is the last week of sch.
ii really really can't bear to leave PEPS.
ii can't believe ii will be leaving everybody.
next week is going to pass so fast.
monday in school.
tuesday in little india.
wednesday in school.
thursday in school.
and then its goodbye.. { sobz }
to all my GANS :
iiloveyou!
you must remember me worx!
ii'm not willing to die because of you,
but ii'm willing to die for you.

Diiary ♥ 21

yepyepyepyep!
6H got second in the inter-class competition!
6C got first,6H second,6G third.
6H and 6G roxs ...
anyways, congratulations to 6C ..
hahax.. must have sportsmanship.
ok .. so 6C won.
but to me, 6H and 6G are the winners of the game. =)
although we lost,
but we were having the best time of our lives.
when 6G played,6H cheered.
when 6H played the finals with 6C,
6C supporters fill almost the whole hall,
but our dearest 6G cheer for us worx ..
hahax .. so loud.
II LOVE 6H AND 6G!
after the game, we lost.
but we never angry or sad..
we were happy. =) we played our best.
when the game finished, the 6G and 6H unite.
hahax .. so sweet riite?
raina jiex come give me hug and peach tea..
thanks jiex! love ya!
agnes ah-ma, minying jiex also give us support worx ..
ii love them lots too! =)
after that the 6C continue their cheers ..
we also don't want to lose ..
we scream, they scream..
the whole school go wild..
really ..
wild .. our screams filled the hall ...
lolx , then 6C take photo ..
okay lorx , we also take ..
hahax .. 6H and 6G combine.
but melanie not there ...
so got to go find her.
our golden girl, don't have her we will lose.
hax, then she come ..
we all shout " MELANIE! "
her hair one side tie pliats ( ii don't know how to spell )
another side tie pony tail!
so cutteee!
then we all ask her lie in front..
she really lie down on the floor!
hahahax .. ii love melanie =)
then after that, recess.
the boys soccer match..
6A won! hahax .. ii told you 6A unbeatable =)
they very pro ..
hahax .. but they sweat use our netball bib to wipe..
lolx ... sweaty .. must wash .. hax.. JK!
oh yupyup.. that was about all today ..


but ii got something to tell the following ppl ..
minying jiex,raina jiex,agnes ah-ma,myet meix,
yin jia, shrabonti,melanie,dzulfiqah and blahblahblah ..
next wednesday we take photo after school can?
ii want to keep photo as a memory ...
and make into a video ..
ii also got a letter to pass to you all ...
ii take very long to write horx ..
don't read and throw .. hax. =)
can you all reply me if you are able to make it?
can leave a tag on the tagboard or msg me.. =)

Diiary ♥ 20

ii hate myself ...
as of 5th November 2008,
ii've given up.
ii've given up totally.
iive given up on everybody, including myelf.
cried just now.
but what's the use of crying?
ii'm still the stupid me.
had our inter-class competition in sch just now.
6H won all of our games,got into semi-finals.
will be playing with 6G tomorrow ...
ii don't care whether we win or lose anymore ...
if we win,win.
if we lose,lose.
heard that the other two classes will be playing rough.
you all can play as rough as you want.
the best is for you to hit and push me.
push me onto the floor.
push me as hard as you can.
it dosen't matter to me anymore.
nothing matters anymore.
5th November 2008, the day you see me change.
you may not be able to see the change..
but my heart has changed.
ii've built a wall around my heart.
as of today,
ii'll forget everything about what you've said and done.
051108 ..

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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 19

the world around me seems to be changing ...
ii'm not the old me anymore.
can anyone help me?
can ii trust someone?
can ii really give my heart to somebody?
why does it seems that everyone and everything has changed?
feeling really down ...
sat on the bus home just now.
ii was in a daze, just staring into thin air.
thought about many many things.
everybody seems to be on good terms with me.
but is that really true?
am ii really loved?
or deep inside their hearts, ii'm hated?
ii know, ii can't be perfect.
but ii'm really trying my best ...
can ii be given a chance?
ii really don't want to be hated ...
can ii please be loved?
if you hate me, can you just tell me that?
it will probably be better if you do so.
then the irritating me will not bother you anymore.
ii really want to love my friends, everyone of you.
ii'm willing to sacrifice myself for you ..
ii just feel like going into a deep deep sleep today ...
and to find myself awake with another me ...
but ii guess it will never happen.
ii'm just the same irriating girl ii am.

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♥ Sasha

Diiary ♥ 18

an exciting day,today.
can't believe ii will be leaving p.e.p.s this year..
{ sobz } really can't bear to leave ...
anyways,
today had the inter-class competition..
split into two groups.
boys play soccer.
girls play captain ball.
not sure about other classes..
but heard that 6A boys thrashed 6J boys..
cool rite? hahax..
expected match..
6A boys unbeatable.. =)
and for girls power ..
6H roxs!
ii reapeat ..
6H roxs!
no offence to other classes kays?
ii'm just supporting my own class ...
and if we have hit or knocked into you today,
really really sorry! we didn't mean it!
today score 2:14 ..
we won!
( really no offence to the score to anybody ..)
anyways, its just a game isn't it?
even if we lose,
we'll have the best time of our lives out there..
hahaxx.. prove my daddy wrong.
daddy said 6H will get thrashed..
but we did not..
got another two matches on wednesday..
6H vs. 6D ( first match of the day )
6H vs. 6B ( middle match )
ii know it will be tough to win ...
but nothing is impossible if we just believe..
winning and losing is not the most important ..
the most important is the experience.. =)
at least we've won one match!
not so paiseh ..
didn't let 6H down ..
ok .. then blahblahblah in sch ..
after school went yin jia's house..
her dog.
ii was like ...
ii want to go home!
luckily agnes ah-ma and yin jia help to carry the dog..
thanks ya ah-ma and yin jia!
but still ,
ii was so scared.
reached si xuan's house,
it was even worse.
two dogs in a house.
{ screams }
again, ii ask people to protect me.
ha's. myet meix,shrabonti,qianwei,ah-ma and blahblah.
sorry for causing so much trouble!
then they make fun of me ..
not about the dog..
something else ..
blahblahblah ...
ii see the two dogs barking,
run to one corner..
sometimes nobody protect ...
my heart keep thumping ...
crawl on top of the sofa..
ii know ..
ii'm a coward. =)
after that play this and that ..
captain's ball.block survivor.pingpong. blahblah.
time to cut the cake.
firstly,
Happy Birthday Si Xuan!
must stay pretty as you are now forever !
secondly,
the cake was the picture of HSM3..
and shrabonti ..
hax ..
she wanted the part of the cake of troy's blahblah ...
l0lx.. she sit on top of me on the stairs ..
we laugh like ...
after that blahblahblah ...
back at home now ..
all alone ...
mummy,daddy,meix go out ..
jiejiex go barbecue ...
but anyways, today was =) ...
hope we will win our matches on wednesday!

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♥ Sasha