One step at a time

Diiary ♥ 1

yup,u're reading correctly...
this is Sasha, the giirl u know.
ii'm sure u're find me different here,
from what ii am in sch.
this is where i'll just say what i want,
without thinking about who is going to read this.
so if you don't like me,
i'll just advice you to leave now..
first,before i start writing my diary, there's a few
things to let you guys know first.( just in case )
ii'm not the goody-good giirl u guys know.
ii'm a bad giirl.
ii get angry at times.
ii hate some ppl.
ii don't really like some teachers.
ii become quite quiet at times when ii'm not in a good mood.
maybe that's the reason why some or ii would say many
of my friends whom ii had trusted left me.
they were so close to be,yet they left me.
they betrayed me and left me alone in my own world.
my heart's shattered,but ii put on a brave front.
by smiling on the outside,
but crying in the nite under my blanket.
tears just stream down when ii tink abt how my life's changed.
in this just 1 year?
it was difficult for me to cry in the past,
but now it seems as easy as ABC.
ii feel i'm not being trusted,
maybe i really am. ii don't know.
u all left me in the beginning,
left me with holes in my heart.
ii decided to stitch back my heart,
and ii really did.
but u all came back and left me again.
i tot that i could trust you all.
but obviously, i was so wrong.
i looked like a fool,
when i heard what you said and did.
now,my heart's shattered,into a million pieces.
its impossible to stitch it back.
even if its possible, i choose not to have it stitched back.

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♥ Sasha