One step at a time

Diiary ♥ 5

third day after PSLE.
mummy don't care about me.
let me do what ii want.
stay at home the whole day.
boring.
today woke up at 8.30am.
my whole body was like...
ii cannot describe it.
ii finally felt how my grandparents feel.
my whole body ached.
from my neck all the way to my feet.
the feeling was just horrible.
iits probably due to yesterday.
strained all my muscles.
ii woke up, but mum,meix,jiez still sleeping.
sianz.
decided to start my videos.
ii finished watching Gokusen at abt 11am?
the show was damm touching.
abt a teacher's love to her students.
must watch.. iits a japanese high sch drama.
there's a season two and three..
going to chiong tonite.
after that mummy said my baby cousin going to come.
ii knew that something was going to happen.
PACK!
l0lx.. ii had to pack the house.
mummy very concerned when ppl coming.
after that mum went out to buy lunch.
ii continue my computer.
ii started my korean drama in the evening...
watch and watch and watch..
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watch until my eyes start to close..
until ii sleep on the chair.
ha's. mum had to off the show for me.
ii'm a lazy pig.
ii know.
when ii wake up, had to teach my meix oral.
ii was like okay,anyway nothing to do.
ii started teaching meix oral,but she don't want to listen to me.
she carry the "bo chap" attitude.
she repeat after me.
after that ask her to say again, she don't know how to say.
ii bcome angry,
my jiez scold me.
she come and teach meix another thing.
she having exam so my mum nrv ask her teach.
but she come in teach awhile then go back to her studies.
when ii teach meix something else,she come back and teach
meix another way.
what's the point of me teaching her?
what's the point of me even being there?
what's the point of me trying my best to teach meix?
iin the end ii don't care already.
just walk away.
fine.
ii give up.
ii let you teach her.
anyways,
ii don't care being scolded by you anymore.
yesterday you scolded me.
today you scolded me.
you realized ii never shout or talk back anymore.
cause ii don't bother to.
ii really don't bother to.
today was okay-okay.
boring actually.
only my videos boost me up.
ii guess so..
that's how its going to be.

[ minying jiez, ii ♥ you lots and lots and lots too!]

[ you must stay pwetty and kawaii too ]

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♥ Sasha