Diiary ♥ 20

ii hate myself ...
as of 5th November 2008,
ii've given up.
ii've given up totally.
iive given up on everybody, including myelf.
cried just now.
but what's the use of crying?
ii'm still the stupid me.
had our inter-class competition in sch just now.
6H won all of our games,got into semi-finals.
will be playing with 6G tomorrow ...
ii don't care whether we win or lose anymore ...
if we win,win.
if we lose,lose.
heard that the other two classes will be playing rough.
you all can play as rough as you want.
the best is for you to hit and push me.
push me onto the floor.
push me as hard as you can.
it dosen't matter to me anymore.
nothing matters anymore.
5th November 2008, the day you see me change.
you may not be able to see the change..
but my heart has changed.
ii've built a wall around my heart.
as of today,
ii'll forget everything about what you've said and done.
051108 ..

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♥ Sasha