Somebody, help me please.
I've lost all my motivation.
I'm trying real hard.
But its not working.
I'm tired.
Really.
Its really hard.
Esp when nobody appreciates you.
They never know the hard work you're put in.
Everything you've done is taken for granted.
Nobody knows what you're thinking abt.
Nobody trys to understand what exactly you want.
They never know when their actions affect others.
How deep they've hurt someone unknowingly.
Sometimes, I wonder.
Am I really worthy to exist in this world?
It really seems at times that I dont deserve to be here.
Nobody will even care if I'm gone.
After one big round, I'm back to where I started.
I'm back to a world of my own.
I know what I want.
I know what I am.
Ilovemyself.
I've lost all my motivation.
I'm trying real hard.
But its not working.
I'm tired.
Really.
Its really hard.
Esp when nobody appreciates you.
They never know the hard work you're put in.
Everything you've done is taken for granted.
Nobody knows what you're thinking abt.
Nobody trys to understand what exactly you want.
They never know when their actions affect others.
How deep they've hurt someone unknowingly.
Sometimes, I wonder.
Am I really worthy to exist in this world?
It really seems at times that I dont deserve to be here.
Nobody will even care if I'm gone.
After one big round, I'm back to where I started.
I'm back to a world of my own.
I know what I want.
I know what I am.
I
ILOVECIP (:
Nah, wrong.
ILOVETHECHILDREN (:
♥JAVIER!
- Javier's really small, as in small, yes.
He's only up till a little above my knee
But he's really adorable and his hands are tiny!
Oh yes, HuiWen loves you Javier! (:
I love both of you too. <3
♥GABREYL!
- Okay ... He's really really really adorable, believe me.
I brought him to the playground, he told me to sit with him.
And I told him I was too heavy, haha, he looked at me blankly.
After he played for awhile, I asked him whether it was fun anot.
Guess what he told me? " 我很 sian! " (:
I was like okayy ... Can you imagine a two-year old saying that?
♥DARREN!
- Darren! I love holding your hand! Haha ...
muacksmuacks. okay. i'm so random.
